Tuesday, October 14, 2003 | 3:40 a.m.

horny/lazy =
hoazy?

Tuesday, October 14, 2003 | 3:35 a.m.

oh and i'm horny as fuck right now. but that weird/lazy kind of horny. where i feel like masturbating but really can't be arsed to.

plus, i just did laundry and hate the idea of messing up my sheets so soon. gary will be over tomorrow. i'll feel less guilty about messing them up then.

Tuesday, October 14, 2003 | 3:29 a.m.

laundry was anti-climactic. i'm missing underwear. what the fuck? i thought the monster in the dryer only liked socks. all my socks are present and accounted for. so then where the fuck are two pairs of boxer briefs? i don't treat them badly so i don't see them trying to escape.

it's 3am and i have no idea why i'm still up.

Tuesday, October 07, 2003 | 1:36 p.m.

i am not having a good day.
i am not having a good week.
i am not having a good month.

...so far.

Sunday, October 05, 2003 | 10:42 a.m.

radiohead
let down

transport, motorways and tramlines
starting and then stopping
taking off and landing
the emptiest of feelings
disappointed people clinging on to bottles
and when it comes it's so so disappointing


let down and hanging around
crushed like a bug in the ground
let down and hanging around

shell smashed, juices flowing
wings twitch, legs are going
don't get sentimental
it always ends up drivel

one day i'm going to grow wings
a chemical reaction
hysterical and useless
hysterical and ...

let down and hanging around
crushed like a bug in the ground
let down and hanging around

let down again
let down again
let down again

you know, you know where you are with
you know where you are with
floor collapsing
floating, bouncing back
and one day....
i am going to grow wings
a chemical reaction
hysterical and useless
hysterical and...

let down and hanging around
crushed like a bug in the ground
let down and hanging around