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Monday, January 27, 2003 | 1:18 a.m.
*i need to hafda sex now!
* -humping desk.
Sunday, January 26, 2003 | 10:05 p.m.
link: sundry.diaryland.com
...hehe too cute!
pointed out to me by ten
Saturday, January 25, 2003 | 7:42 p.m.
friday five (.org) | january 24, 2003
1. What is one thing you don't like about your body?
i actually don't like that i'm so thin.
2. What are two things you love about your body?
i like my stomach/abs and my ears.
3. What are three things you want to change about your home?
not much. wouldn't mind painting my room. maybe get a new kitchen table and chairs with mark.
4. What are four books you want to read this year?
read? books? with pictures?
5. What are five promises you have kept to yourself?
i really can't think of any, though i promised myself i wouldn't cry *sniffle*
Wednesday, January 22, 2003 | 2:04 p.m.
link: wired news - RIAA's rosen sets sights on ISPs
....now that's fucked up. why does the riaa keep shooting themselves in the leg? why? why? why? every new thing they try just fucks them over more. i seriously can't remember the last time i bought a cd. i'd rather spend the money on a dvd now. the whole music industry's becoming one big turn off.
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 | 9:04 p.m.
tori amos
crazy
not sayin'
not charmed at all
not sayin'
that you weren't worth the fall
and i was alone when
i knew it was real
down the canyon
when i knew i had come
to the line
through the dawn
to the light
to the turn
when you said
you could drive all night
drive all night
so i let crazy take a spin
then i let crazy settle in
kicked off my shoes
shut reason out
he said "first let's just
unzip your religion down"
found that i
i craved at all
saw me melt
into your
native shelter
where you carved my name
paper tigers scare me and came
alive through the dawn
to the light
to the turn
when you said
you could drive all night
drive all night
so i let crazy take a spin
then i let crazy settle in
kicked off my shoes
shut reason out
he said "first let's just
unzip your religion down"
so i let crazy pull me in
then i let crazy take his spin
kicked off my shoes
shut reason out
he said "first let's just unzip
your religion down"
heard that you were once "temptation's girl"
and as soon as you have
rearranged the mess in your head
he will show up looking sane
perfectly sane
if i know crazy
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 | 6:49 p.m.
wingd_pony: i have a good song for you to download
my mom**: what is it
my mom**: and who sings it?
wingd_pony: go to [site where i uploaded songs]
wingd_pony: and download 'broken'
wingd_pony: the other one i doubt you'll like and it has the word 'fuck' in it
my mom**: i download the mp3 player but can't get the other one downloaded
my mom**: i know how to do that
wingd_pony: know how to what? download ...or....
my mom**: well both...sorry i was being naughty!
wingd_pony: hehe
wingd_pony: just go download the song
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 | 2:48 a.m.
i miss him. i feel like i haven't seen him in forever. we talked online last night and he said he wasn't feeling all that great. cold or flu.
i emailed him earlier:
"hunky connecticut man who lives almost in the middle of nowhere,
i didn't hear from norm at all [for work] so i spent the day doing research for a site i have to redesign and watching south park episodes i downloaded. good times. good times.
thought about you a lot today. hope you're feeling a lot better.
skinny city-fied kid from joisey"
Tuesday, January 21, 2003 | 1:08 a.m.
link: craigslist - men seeking men - 'bully'
....oh ....*fans self* ....wow.....
"I'm just a dude who wants to rough some other dude up.
I want to tie you up with your own clothes.
I want to throw you down and grind you.
I want to take you by the back of the neck and shove your face in my crotch.
I want to make you admit you've been craving my dick.
What do you want me to do? "
....*thud*
Sunday, January 19, 2003 | 9:43 p.m.
link: brickshelf.com
...have to check it out or paul might kick my ass.
Sunday, January 19, 2003 | 6:14 p.m.
ok, so i want to masturbate but the cat's in my room. on my bed. i can't do it with pets around. blaaaaargh!
Sunday, January 19, 2003 | 2:34 p.m.
...talking about new years eve with my buddy michael:
michael**: and how much did you drink little boy?
wingd_pony: none
michael**: o
wingd_pony: moronic [gary] forgt the wine and champagne in CT
michael**: LOL
michael**: I wouldn't had let him in
wingd_pony: i forgot to ask "where's the liquor' when he buzzed
michael**: well you have to remember these things
wingd_pony: "no liquor?" *click*
michael**: tooo much you are you know that?
wingd_pony: and if he buzzed again "go away! [me] not here. no [me]. you crazy man! i call police!"
michael**: LOL
Saturday, January 18, 2003 | 8:54 p.m.
friday five (.org) | january 17, 2003
1. Where do you currently work?
free(sorta)lance graphic design.
2. How many other jobs have you had and where?
only two that count. i worked for a newspaper doing layout. and i worked for an insurance company once.
3. What do you like best about your job?
i like that, for the most part, i have my own hours. and i love being creative.
4. What do you like least about your job?
i don't like it when people get too picky. they don't realize it's not exactly easy being creative on command and how much of a hassle some of those minor changes can be.
5. What is your dream job?
i'm already in it. i've always wanted to be an artist. i would love to get into advertising though. and i've always wanted to invent toys. for some reason, i feel i know what kids like better than a lot of toy companies.
Saturday, January 18, 2003 | 5:18 p.m.
fuck! son of a bitch! people!
he is NOT my boyfriend.
.....we're just ...seeing each other!
.....and he sleeps over. and we shower together ....almost four months now.
Friday, January 17, 2003 | 4:19 p.m.
mmmm orgasms. yummy!
....another please! ^^;
Wednesday, January 15, 2003 | 11:22 p.m.
 hootie & the blowfish
the earth stopped cold at dawn
another reason to doubt me
another teardrop falls
can't wait for a friend when loneliness calls
another kiss in the basement
pour salt on my tongue
no one cries for heros left unsung
look at me when i'm talking to you
look at me in the eyes
then look away and tell me why...why
another tasteless movie
another kiss goodnight
could be a dark oasis in my life
another icon smashed to pieces
by yesterday's romance
another hated person no more chances
look at me when i'm talking to you
look at me in the eyes
then look away and tell me why...why
playin' with a happy boy
a cold place for a man
familiar faces in a foreign land
the hands kept spinning around the face
but the earth stopped cold at dawn
for a moment, then moved on
for a moment, then moved on...
Wednesday, January 15, 2003 | 9:48 p.m.
link: cnn - bush declares national sanctity of human life day
...he can't be serious. hallmark holidays, move over!
Wednesday, January 15, 2003 | 1:34 a.m.
link: gay asian american male: inter-racial dating
...very interesting. i think i read all the articles in one sitting.
found the link on mark's journal
Tuesday, January 14, 2003 | 11:50 p.m.
 b-52's
rock lobster
we were at a party
his ear lobe fell in the deep
someone reached in and grabbed it
it was a rock lobster
we were at the beach
everybody had matching towels
somebody went under a dock
and there they saw a rock
it wasn't a rock
it was a rock lobster
motion in the ocean
oooo wooo
his air hose broke
oooo wooo
lots of trouble
oooo wooo
lots of bubble
oooo wooo
he was in a jam
s'in a giant clam
down, down
underneath the waves
mermaids wavin'
wavin' to mermen
wavin' sea fans
sea horses sailin'
dolphins wailin'
red snappers snappin'
clam shells clappin'
muscles flexin'
flippers flippin'
down, down
let's rock!
boy's in bikinis
girls in surfboards
everybody's rockin'
everybody's fruggin
'
twistin' 'round the fire
havin' fun
bakin' potatoes
bakin' in the sun
put on your noseguard
put on the lifeguard
pass the tanning butter
here comes a stingray
there goes a manta-ray
in walked a jelly fish
there goes a dog-fish
chased by a cat-fish
in flew a sea robin
watch out for that piranha
there goes a narwhal
here comes a bikini whale!
Monday, January 13, 2003 | 10:54 p.m.
. . ...eenbla heeshmuud meh
Saturday, January 11, 2003 | 2:37 a.m.
link: cnn - video shows police killing dog
...disgusting. and come on ...'cookeville'?
Saturday, January 11, 2003 | 12:03 a.m.
link: missed connection - girl crying her eyes out thurs AM at the subway station
"You were in the throws of a full on hysterical crying fit. Tears streaming down your face, your shoulders shaking like you couldn't catch your breath. Your coffee was spilled all around you. It seemed to be a cry like you lost something important that you'd never get back. Who was that guy standing near you looking sheepish? Did he break your heart? You are too beautiful for him. He needs a kick in the butt. "
...aaawww. i wonder what happened.
Friday, January 10, 2003 | 8:32 p.m.
friday five (.org) | january 10, 2003
1. Where are you right now?
home. in my room.
2. What time is it?
8:30pm
3. What are you wearing?
beige tshirt. red running pants. blue flip flops.
4.Any people or animals around you? Describe them.
nope.
5. What are your plans for the weekend?
mastering flash. taking nyquil. resting. seeing gary on sunday.
Friday, January 10, 2003 | 1:30 p.m.
note to self: cut keys before tuesday
Thursday, January 09, 2003 | 6:28 p.m.
link: xtorr.com
awesome guy who messaged me a couple days ago. awesome site and journal.
Thursday, January 09, 2003 | 2:36 a.m.
gary**: so sunday night is good?
wingdboi: sure. why not
gary**: ok.....I will have to leave early monday AM to meet my mother
gary**:: she is being driven over to my place by my sister late AM before [she]..sister..goes to work
wingdboi: ok ... i'll untie you early enough
gary**: LOL
gary**: wow..I better be prepared for sunday night
gary**: better bring the cuffs
wingdboi: yes. you know you got 'em. don't try to blame the 16 year old kid [he left his credit card in a store and a kid who worked there ran out after him] when the bill comes for that
gary**: damn
gary**: you figured out my plan!
wingdboi: i'm onto you, bucko
gary**: you saw me going into leather shops?
gary**: with the big bears on bikes?
wingdboi: yup. wearing chaps
wingdboi: word gets around, gary
gary**: I knew those pictures in HX would be a problem!
wingdboi: mmhmm
wingdboi: you think it's all fun until they're published
gary**: lol
Wednesday, January 08, 2003 | 10:29 p.m.
Hotmail sucks! i fuckin hate that stupid frame you get when you click on a link inside your mail. i KNOW i'm visiting a site outside hotmail! it just makes things award because you can't then just copy the url from the address bar. you have to go back to the email and highlight it from there. the 'more useful everyday' tag line is a bunch of bull.
Wednesday, January 08, 2003 | 9:46 p.m.
....is tomorrow at the union square virgin megastore. i should be able to make it. i already confirmed. d'oh! should be interesting and cool and meet new people. ^^;
Wednesday, January 08, 2003 | 9:31 p.m.
i've gotten into this weird habit of calling all my friends online 'pookie'. i find it's shorter than some of their real names anyway. i was a little surprised though at first by the way my straight male friends reply with 'yes?' to 'pookie' without question. it's pretty interesting. they either think i'm insane and figure they shouldn't provoke me. or i just have some kick-ass friends. i haven't yet translated the 'pookie' phenomenon offline. i think it might be too nauseating.
Wednesday, January 08, 2003 | 1:10 p.m.
Sunday, January 05, 2003 | 10:49 p.m.
*tee hee! floating
* -wonderfully awesomely fantabulous effects of nyquil.
Friday, January 03, 2003 | 11:52 p.m.
link: happy-pills.org
...i'm in love with her blog. and her skills. i have to read more.
Friday, January 03, 2003 | 11:46 p.m.
friday five (.org) | january 3, 2003
1. Do you wear any jewelry? What kind?
yes. a silver ring on each thumb. jade ring on left middle finger. silver ring on toe next to left 'ring toe'. bottle pendant i made ages ago. it has little sea shells in it.
2. How often do you wear it?
the rings i wear all the time. right thumb ring i take off when i'm masturbating. pendant comes off before bed.
3. Do you have any piercings? If so, where?
no. i don't. part of me really wants to though. maybe right eyebrow.
4. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where?
again. no. i don't. i want to but i fear i'll have a really bad reaction.
5. What are your plans for the weekend?
no plans really. do some writing and maybe force myself to do some drawing. oh and i have to kick some ass in 'metroid prime'. yah.
Thursday, January 02, 2003 | 4:00 p.m.
Thursday, January 02, 2003 | 3:37 p.m.
Thursday, January 02, 2003 | 11:13 a.m.
link: missed connection - you grabbed my crotch on new year's eve
"You thought you were going to have a fun-filled evening didn't you? Your girlfriend @ your side, a drink ticket in hand, nothing could go wrong. So you thought when I walked by & your girlfriend wasn't looking you could catch a little grab @ my crotch. There was no mistake...you grabbed it, & grabbed it hard.
Little did you know I was the manager of the club. Yes, that's right, you just grabbed the manager's vagina. & no, you were not drunk, so that can no be used as an excuse. YOu pathetically denied it as two bouncers pounced on top of you (& even a few other patrons). You were removed per my order. I hope you had a wonderful New Year's after spending $$ on the cover charge that you couldn't enjoy.
Dare I assume you also flash small children in the playgournd during lunch?"
Wednesday, January 01, 2003 | 6:53 p.m.
gary**: oh..and the room had no towels
wingdboi: what? what'd they expect you to steal then?
gary**: so I did go to the office to ask for towels..the Pakistani guy in the office handed me some towels..I looked at the towels...ewwwww...asked for clean ones..he said they are clean ones
wingdboi: ok ....that's disturbing
gary**: he then made an excellent point...if those stains don't come out in washing machine, they won't come off on me.....
gary**: I said no thanks..and went to gym to shower
wingdboi: hahahahahaha no way
Wednesday, January 01, 2003 | 2:05 p.m.
 tracy chapman
broken
you can close your eyes
and see a picture perfect life
inside of your mind
dreaming only of the days ahead
wanted and wished for more than now
or the days behind
you waste your time
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
you can never think
you can't even stop yourself
before the words have been spoken
and you've already said
you would give everything
and something for nothing
everybody thinks you're joking
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
you want to be the one
made over be your own
before and after
and a supermarket
beauty in a bottle queen
who'll one day grace a check-out counter
magazine front cover
though the fine print reads
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
lets it be broken
lets it be broken
lets it be broken
lets it be broken
lets it be broken
broken
broken
when your life is never what you wanted
not even halfway normal
just tarnished and soiled
when in your reach
a framed and frozen moment
so far from perfection
not truth or transcendence
will set you free
still you don't believe
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
the picture makes a promise
the flesh lets it be broken
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